United Federation of Planets, Starfleet, Constitution-class heavy cruiser refit, launched in 2273.  This is the first starship I truly loved.  This is my 
Enterprise.*
I was born four years after 
TOS went off the air (personal trivia: though I fastidiously searched out reruns, I didn't actually see "The Trouble with Tribbles" until years after I'd seen every other episode of the original seventy-nine).  I'm sure I saw 
TMP when it opened, but the one that stuck with me was 
Wrath of Khan.  Those red uniforms, the James Horner score, all the visual effects (especially the nebula sequence), and the production design (especially the starships)--that was my 
Trek.
There was more to come, but it would only succeed, not replace.  I loved 
TNG; it was the first 
Trek I actually watched on television as it aired (I also missed 
TAS, for obvious reasons), starting in my first year of high school and ending in my junior year of college--but not really, because there was still 
DSN and then 
VOY, providing a solid fourteen years of continuity.  (We're not going to talk about 
ENT.  Just... 
no.  But wow, apparently I was a really cranky blogger back in the early 2000s.)
I grew up with TNG, and 
Trek grew alongside me.  I loved the expanded universe we got to see through those interconnected series, but it was a different aesthetic than the previous adventures, which had been all about one ship and one crew.  I'll never forget seeing 
Khan when I was nine years old, being totally freaked out by the 
Ceti eels, not really understanding that Spock was 
dead (and allowing my father to convince me, on the way home from the movie, that my favorite character was "just unconscious"), and regardless of everything, wanting to live in that world, on that starship.
Different things about later 
Treks would captivate me--the insane detail of the 
TNG writers' tech manual (a photocopied version of which I found for sale at a convention), Picard's gravitas, Data's fine-tuned humor, DSN's sprawling politics, the 
EMH's sarcastic wit--but nothing caught my eye quite like the look of that TOS-movie-era 
Enterprise.  And it still makes me nostalgic for that time, when I was also deep into comics and enthralled by 
the brazen narrative of the 1980s DC Trek books, which danced around canon and told unforgettable stories (go find a copy of 
The Mirror Universe Saga and tell me I'm wrong).
Even now, when someone utters the word "starship," or when I'm doodling in my notebook, the first image that comes to mind is from 
Star Trek.  But it's not 
the classic TOS model, or 
the revolutionary Enterprise-D** (and certainly not 
the Abramsverse oddity).  It's the NCC-1701-A refit, and it always will be.
This is my 
Enterprise.
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